Feeling hopeless endlessly.......

Here's what I'm learning and continue to learn each and every day. When you need faith most of all. When you need hope most of all...this is when you lose both. Your "broken" no matter how hard you try...it's just "you" and no one else to pick yourself up off the floor (over and over for years and years) until your body and heart and soul feel absolutely"festering" with bloody wounds, that never have time to heal.